Jan. 04, 2010

Just finished the two Christmas Vacation from work. I thing everyone was ready to go back to school and work. Ruben and I spent a lot of time reflecting these two weeks. I have come to realize that even though I enjoy spending time with him I enjoy spending and have my time to myself. I have found spending too much time with him brings me down. I heard a saying today and it go, "The moment you stop planning your future is the moment you stop living." I have stopped living for a long time and I am now starting to plan and I feel really good about it. Today at work was a great day. Even though it started out in a fury by waking up late, my day was happy, not tired and very positive. Even though we have tuff day here at my moms, sometimes we ache because of inconvinience of no beds and a little disorganized we love the togetherness. I see the happiness in the kids. Torre seems to be getting a little whiney and missing her dad, but that is expected. We know that deep in our hearts and soul that we have love between all of us.